So...

i know its been a rough weekend but it all turned out in the end. i have asked around about religion and its mysteries and stuff and now im (i dont know how to say this) just back to normalized kind of feel. yeah things are back to normal, me and you are just friends now like it always has been and i dont know if we can take it further unless i change. but we will have to wait and see about that. i have good friends that could help me change anytime but i dont know if its the time yet. right now im not that religious even in my own religion so who knows what could happen. ive been dieing to try something new to change up my boring lifestyle and i was always interested in others. but we will have to wait and see. after saying that im gonna go to bed at 8:30 pm tonight which is the first time in a long time i have gone to bed before 9 since i was like in grade school. love does crazy things to you doesnt it.